“In 2010 I was diagnosed with Hodgkin’s Lymphoma and just after healing from chemotherapy I was diagnosed with DCIS in 2011.
I underwent a mastectomy, reconstruction and hormone therapy. In the years that followed I had several recurrences of invasive ductal carcinoma which resulted in more mutilating surgeries, but eventually in 2017 I decided to remove my breast implants as I believed they might be correlated to the recurrences.”
Because I was so desperate for some semblance of a “normal” physique, I opted for fat grafting in lieu of implants, as I thought it was a healthier option. After the second procedure I had complications and was diagnosed with yet another recurrence, stage III with lymph node involvement. Now, not only did my body look worse than ever, but I was fighting for my life once again. In that moment I said enough is enough. I had been so desperate in my quest for a desirable body that I continued to assault and mutilate it. Finally, it became clear that my vanity might end up killing me.
In the year following this recurrence I went soul searching to redirect my focus on emotional healing and self-love. During this process I had many revelations and a powerful awakening.
I discovered that I am so much more than my body and that my true sexiness radiates from my soul. Cancer unexpectedly guided me through this transformation. I never really loved and accepted myself before cancer and now I do wholeheartedly.
The search for my true sexiness cracked me wide open to reveal my soul, the non-material essence of who I truly am. This is what really matters. This is what is sexy.
From this life changing realization, Sexy Soul Search was born, a spiritual journey of self-discovery that guided me to a place of deep understanding and appreciation of who I truly am. It is now my privilege to help fellow thrivers discover their confidence and true sexiness on a deep soul level and to fully accept and honor themselves just as they are.