Embracing a Flat Closure After a Double Mastectomy: Jennifer’s Breast Cancer Journey
My Journey to the Decision
At 30 years old, I was diagnosed as BRCA2 positive. A prophylactic mastectomy was a strong consideration, but I wasn’t ready to take that step. Instead, I opted for annual MRIs as part of my surveillance plan.
The Turning Point
In November 2020, my routine breast MRI revealed something suspicious. However, subsequent mammograms and ultrasounds didn’t indicate any immediate concerns. I was relieved when the consultant and breast care nurse assured me there was nothing to worry about. But just a week later, I received a letter scheduling an MRI-guided biopsy due to my BRCA status. The results came back: I had DCIS (ductal carcinoma in situ) in my left breast. Though non-invasive, my doctor stressed the importance of removing it before it became invasive. After discussing my options, she advised that in my situation, a double mastectomy was the best choice to avoid the potential recurrence and accompanying stress.
Choosing Aesthetic Flat Closure (AFC): My Decision to Remain Flat
I made the decision to remain flat after my double mastectomy, with no regrets. The idea of implants, multiple surgeries, or lengthy operations didn’t appeal to me. I wanted to minimize my time under general anesthesia and focus on a quick recovery. The possibility of numbness in my chest also played a role in my decision—I couldn’t imagine living with two numb mounds attached to my body.
Finding Support and Acceptance
The idea of aesthetic flat closure first crossed my mind while talking to my brother on the way to my biopsy. Once diagnosed, I searched the internet and social media for images of women who chose to live flat, and the idea began to solidify. A few months after my double mastectomy, I started an Instagram account to document my journey in accepting my new shape. This process has greatly helped me come to terms with my body.
Reflecting on My Journey
In the beginning, I would stare at myself in the mirror, feeling that my reflection was strange and unfamiliar. But now, 3.5 years post-surgery, it barely registers. I wish I could go back to my post-surgery self, give her a hug, and reassure her: “It won’t feel like it now, but time passes so quickly. In just a few years, you’ll feel much more content in your own skin. You’re going to be OK.”
A Message from Learn Look Locate
At Learn Look Locate, Jennifer’s courageous battle against breast cancer touches our hearts deeply. We are honored to share her story, offering a platform for survivors to come together, learn, and find solace in one another’s experiences. Through our diverse range of resources including Jennifer’s survivor narrative, our mission is to empower individuals at every phase of their cancer journey. We proudly stand by Jennifer’s and all those who demonstrate remarkable courage, celebrating their strength and reminding the world that hope shines brightest, even amidst life’s greatest trials.